There is a time, in everyone’s lifetime
when we begin to feel a yearning for something else. Something new to us, that
we do not quite understand, but we know this yearning has little to do with all
the experiences we have lived until this point. Trying to put this feeling into
words we might describe it as a deep need to get somewhere, and yet we do not
quite know where this place is or how to get there. This is the starting point
of a search that is honorable and sincere.
I have started my journey from the east;
the east is where the sun rises, and the sun brings us knowledge, the essence
of spirituality. Without knowledge, we become ignorant and cause harm to others
and ourselves too. The sun’s energy behaving like a tree as it spreads out from
the sun and is captured by plants and grass that once again turns green gives
me inspiration and direction. Each day something else is green again, something
else flowers, something shoots up out of the soil. During our journey, we are
slowly waking up from a long winter’s dream, as we watch the world around us
turn green and colorful again. We stretch our bodies into shape, wanting to
branch out, to connect with the sky and the spirits. Life wants to be a part of
life, to touch life in all its forms.
As I walk through the woods or sit by the
river or take one last look at the sky before going to bed I take a moment to
block out sound, I mean just not pay attention to it. This way, I can hear the
silence around me, feel it; and it appears that silence always does seem to
wait. Like it was there before me as was waiting for me to tune out the sounds
of the world and listen to it. Silence waits, for its time to return or
re-appear and sometimes waits for me to let it return. Silence is as important
to creation as it is to music, where individual notes and chords are only
discernible because of the moments of silence between them.
What I have realized so far is that you
don’t need to know all the details and all the facts. All you need to know is
that you are on a warrior’s journey, a journey where you don’t know the nature
of the obstacles but you created scenarios to bear so that you could overcome
them. Embrace the unknown with relish and a great paradox will happen. You will
end up know what you thought you did not know. You will remember.
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